For This Relief

     The task is done and the papers delivered. It is all in the hands of the professionals for now. It was an unpleasant excursion into the past, and it has obviously weighed heavily on my mind for the last few days, but as someone else said to me today, I think it is ultimately for the best. Not just for aligning documents, but to also begin my own healing process. I was forced to look some unpleasant things square in the face and admit them into myself. No matter how unpleasant it is, we cannot slough off the past, we must absorb it as part of our being, for if we do not, it shall surely absorb us.

     But I am greatly relieved to have it done. I can enjoy my weekend without thoughts of what I should be doing. I should be enjoying it. And I plan too.

     I think, if only for the weekend, I shall try to put thoughts of these proceedings on the shelf. The next steps are for others to take. My turn will come again, soon enough.

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