I do not want to get into it. I wouldn't even know where to begin. Unfortunately, it is all that currently occupies my mind. She has done the things we expected yet prayed against. She says she has accepted responsibility for the things she has done, but she still makes the same mistakes.

     Try not to get worried, try not to turn on to
     Problems that upset you oh don't you know
     Everything's alright yes everything's fine
     And we want you to sleep well tonight
     Let the world turn without you tonight

I do not know if she is hoping I will come to her rescue. I know I cannot. In many ways I want to. I do not want to see her make these mistakes. I want to help her. I want to see her get her life on track. But I already spent two years doing trying to help her. In the end it was pointless.

     I just hope she figures something out. I need to sleep this night.

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